To my deceased husband on our anniversary.....
August 14th will mark 6 months since you passed away...Yet August 8th marks what should have been our 8th wedding anniversary....
Some days I don't feel okay.
I know you would want me to enjoy life.
I know that you would want me to have hope for my future.
I know that you would want me to move forward.
I know you prayed so many times that I wouldn’t drown in sorrow. And I know you prayed that I wasn’t consumed with grief. I know you prayed that I could find happiness again. I know you prayed that the smile on my face would one day return.
I know that one day the story will change. I know one day this chapter of pain won't be so intense.
Because I lost my best friend.
I lost the one who completed me.
I lost all the plans I had for our future.
I lost so much when you died.